A Fork in the Road

At the moment, it feels like my life is at a fork in the road. I have been having this off and on relationship with one of the girls from London escorts for a long time, The problem is that I am not the only partner in her life. She is bisexual, and loves to hang out with lots of different partners. Loyalty is important to me, and would ideally like to be in a relationship where there is a lot of loyalty. Will I find that with my friend? I am not sure that I will, and standing by in the wings, is a really lovely man.

But, I have to say that he does not turn me on as much as she does. I love to explore and enjoy new experiences. That is not easy when you are with a partner who does not really turn you. I would love to say that this man really turns me on, but he does not turn me on in the same way as my friend from cheap escorts in London. But, she wants an open relationship, and that is not really what would suit me at all. Yes, I know a lot of London escorts believe in open relationships but it is not for me at

all.

Open relationships are all in, not only with many of the girls at cheap escorts in London, but elsewhere as well. Do I believe in them? After having dated numerous gents at London escorts who have been involved in open relationships, I know that there are a lot of pitfalls within open relationships. Not all partners seem to be as dedicated to each other as they should be, and that is what worries. Dedicated partners seem to be very much more into each other, and I think that dedicated partners work harder on staying together. At least that is what I have found during my time at London escorts.

Am I bisexual or heterosexual? I am not sure about that either. It is not only my friends at London escorts who turn me on, but other girls do as well. I may see a girl in the street and wonder what it is like to kiss them. Some girls are really happy to be bisexual but I am not sure that I am even comfortable about my sexuality. When I first joined London escorts, I am pretty sure that I did not feel this way about myself. In some ways, working for London escorts has made me really insecure.

What should you do when you feel like this? I am not sure what you should do. I guess you could spend hours with a therapist talking about it, but is it worth. Maybe I should just accept the fact that I am more turned on by women that I am by men, and get on with life. It is not going to be easy for me, and I worry about my family. Would they accept my alternative lifestyle? Finding out that I work for London escorts is another thing that I worry about. What if my partner told my parents that we worked for the same escort agency? I think that my mum would die of shock, and my dad would possibly be furious. Life is never easy, and knowing how to enjoy it, is not easy neither.